Scanxiety

I have dear friends who have talked about the anxiety of the post cancer “scans”. Now I get it.

My first six month scan was supposed to be routine. Ended up one doc pointed at the scan and basically said “that’s not supposed to be there” blah blah blah. Shit balls. Here we go again. Turns out original doc put the “thing” there as a repair. 🙄

All I can say is I don’t think this is ever over. Even after it’s supposed to be.

Love to you all. This is a journey for sure.

Today’s I went it for surgery to repair my tear ducts destroyed by radiation. Hopefully the last.

I am so humbled by the care, complexity and competency exhibited by our caregivers at UTSouthwestern. They forever have our gratitude.

Apologies to those who are offended by my pic. I’m just feeling that today.